Que Sera Sera

Tevindiran a/l Subramaniam

1992-2009

You will be dearly missed my friend,

(Please give a moment of silence while reading this post in respect of the late Tevindiran a/l Subramaniam)

News spread around the school today like wildfire regarding a student involved in an accident with a school bus, the motorcyclist was described to be suffering from major blood loss and was in a critical condition, never in my wildest dreams that it would be him.

Of all people, why him? Though he tends to joke a lot and at times edge over to perverted matters, HE WAS DEFINITELY ONE GOOD FELLOW.

The gloomy, dead-stricken and silent ambience around the form 5 corridor especially the second class sent shocks of chills in me, the world seemed so cold back then.

Memories just flashed through my mind the entire day, even long forgotten once were miraculously recalled. I couldn't help to feel so damn sorry for him, for everything that lied ahead in time. He was truly ambitious, taking 13 subjects for SPM when students from my class only took 11 max. The times in form 3 where I used to laugh a lot at his jokes and not forgetting the part where he drew an elaborate diagram of the vagina.


The part where he asked me

"You were staring at her weren't you?"

"NOOO!"

"Don't lie, I saw you!"

"NO LA!"

I denied that back then.

The ironic part of this entire mishap was when I met him on the way up the stairs yesterday and had a "YO BRO!" greeting with the latter. Come to think of it, what if I knew that that would be the last time I would be seeing him? How would he had felt if he knew that day was his last day?

It could be a painful death for him, no one knows but it was certainly not a handsome parting. I was supposed to attend his wake ceremony tonight but my mum just won't let me drive there cause my parents will be going outstation tonight itself too, AGAIN. I'm so sad and so pissed but there's nothing I can do about it. So, All I or rather we can do now is to pray for him to rest in peace and pray that his family will be strong and be able to get through this seemingly obscure moment in their lives

Once again my deepest condolences, you will never be forgotten, old friend....

Que Sera Sera,
Whatever will be will be,
The future is not ours to see,
Que Sera Sera
What will be will be,